Teze | Nove 24 2016 Happy Thanksgiving | November 24, 2016 |
Teze | I Love you nicnic | September 16, 2016 |
Mama Dukes | Happy Anniversary | February 1, 2016 |
Its seem like its a thousand years and yet its only seven. Seven years, I couldnt stay without you for a moment, even when I let you go with papa to florida.. I hopped on that plane and met you there. A thousand years my love....
I couldnt sleep without seeing your eyes, your face, and kissing you goodnight.
I couldnt breathe at the thought of you being an hour away and now I am here a thousand years without you.
My spirit has weakened, my body has aged,without you here with me. I know you are present because I feel you and you leave me amazing signs... I just NEEEEED to kiss you and see your eyes.... I need to hold you and smell you, I need to hear you call my name. If only once, I promise it will carry me for another thousand years.
I love you with my life, you are the heart of my heart, the blood that runs through me. You are my soul, my serenity and my sanity always.
Ashlee | <3 | January 30, 2016 |
Teze | I still can't believe its Seven Years | January 30, 2016 |
Mommy | Without you I can not be | December 14, 2015 |
My Booboo,
I want you to know that this is so damn hard. I am tired my love. I sometimes wish that it will end. It is so much, the pain has cut too deep and I dont see how it will ever go away in this lifetime. The days have become years, the years have become forever. All I do know is that I NEED YOU HERE WITH ME. I need to smell you, I need to hear you, I need to see you and I need to hold you. I need to hear you call my name. I just need to hear your breath. I need to feel you and I just need to touch your face. I need to tell you face to face how much you mean to me. I dont think I can write it. I dont know that there are words that can express it. I just know that If we were face to face you would see it through my eyes. I know you would know because we are one.
I miss your voice and yet I am scared to listen to it. I used to call your cell phone but now I fear hearing it because I fear it will make me see that you are not here with me. I want to so badly go into your room and lay on your bed and smell your clothes but I am scared that too, will make me see that you are not here with me. So, I dont, to do so is to say good bye. I will never say goodbye.
So, I rely on you to move heaven to be with me. I NEED YOU more than I need AIR. I need you around me always. I need you to always talk to me, to guide me and hold me. I need to smell you and I need you to sleep with me every night. I am soo needy and you will always be my need. I know that I ask you for soo much my love, I try not to because I truly do want you to enjoy the peace and love of heaven. I just cant do this without you, so, for now, just hold me and carry me through this. I promise when I come home I will make it up to you.
My Soul, Serenity and Sanity, my 4 Ever love, Mommy will always be proud of you and love you.
In the meantime, Merry Christmas In heaven. Dont Forget Xmas Here as well. Hope you like the Snow Man. haha!~
Teze | Happy Thanksgiving Nicnic 11/26/2015 | November 26, 2015 |
WOW | DIDN'T KNOW YOU... BUT I KNOW YOU ARE LOVED | August 10, 2015 |
teze | NICNIC HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY | April 20, 2015 |
Mommy | Happy 23rd Birthday~ | April 20, 2015 |