Nicholas Marty Nespolini

Not, how did he die, but how did he live?
Not, what did he gain, but what did he give?
These are the units to measure the worth
Of a man as a man, regardless of birth.
Not what was his church, nor what was his creed?
But had he befriended those really in need?
Was he ever ready, with word of good cheer,
To bring back a smile, to banish a tear?
Not what did the sketch in the newspaper say,
But how many were sorry when he passed away?

Nicky, you taught your son how to be a man. It is the mark of a great father to have so many recognize the greatness of his son. For every comment of what a remarkable person NicNic was take pride in the fact that you raised him. You taught him and showed him how to grow. I love you.

Love,

Alana

 Death is nothing at all. I have only slipped away into the next room. I am I, and you are you. Whatever we were to each other, that we are still. Call me by my old familiar name, speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Put no difference in your tone, wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow. Laugh as we have always laughed at the little jokes we enjoyed together. Play, smile, think of me, pray for me, Let my name be ever the household word that it always was. Let it be spoken without effect without the trace of a shadow on it, Life means all that it ever meant. It was the same as it ever was; there is unbroken continuity. What is this death but a negligible accident? Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? I am waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near, just around the corner. All is well. Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same; But as God calls us one by one, The chain will link again.

 

Nic Nic this poem is for your dad

An Angel with a water came and sprinkled two perfect seeds
now the seeds have two beautiful buds the world saw them grow

And so he touched them with his love for he had grace to know…
as he nurtures the little buds encouraged them to grow.
he gives them his sturdy roots and his strength to glow
each bud spread its own wings as eagles that fly.
The lovely buds turn into flowers that covers the whole world with love
he blessed him with all his love and they are God's beautiful angels sent from up above

Like a chain of love where every link is just one part
of all life's sweet emotion that connects to the heart.
Each individual link has its own strength
It takes each link to make the chain to stretch to its full length.
Now that one of his Angels dreamed on as he watched one of the bud flourishes.

For god’s will is to stretch His chain of the love around his world  
The Angel's hand was blessed and guided by his dad as the world would see
the opening of a brand new door for God to see his angel come through

An understanding of his words through messages he brings. It is to
call his name together and his love will be with the living  Heaven sent an Angel down he has given us so much in a short time and now so many more blessings will come from just one name and that is Nicholas Marty Nespolini an angel here, now and for eternity

Nicky I love you like a brother and there will be no other the way I love you my brother

I dedicate this poem to you Nicky

Love Ana

 

 

NIC NIC YOUR CHOICES IN THIS LIFE WAS TO REACH OUT TO OTHERS THOUGH YOUR BODY IS FAR AWAY YOUR SOUL IS ALWAYS HERE

 

IF I HAD A ROSE FOR EVERY SECOND I THOUGHT OF YOU I WOULD BE WALKING THROUGH YOUR GARDEN OF HEAVEN FOREVER

 

I KEEP DIGGING A HOLE IN MY HEART SO I CAN BURY MYSELF SO I CAN BE WITH YOU FOREVER

 

NIC NIC YOU ARE EXTRODINARY BOY TO THE WORLD AND UNIVERSE NO ONE CAN EVER BE LIKE YOU OR EVEN PLAY YOUR PART

 

YOU CHANGED EVERYTHING YOUR LOVE IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE THE ULIMATE LEAP OF FAITH

 

YOU HAVE FALLEN FROM THE GRACE OF HEAVEN FOR GOD TO LET US KNOW AND FEEL YOUR LOVE

 

YOUR LOVE MOVED US IN MYSTERIOUS WAY IT ALWAYS SURPRISED EVERYONE WITH YOUR LOVE WHEN EVER YOU SHOWED UP IN FRONT OF THEIR DOOR STEP

 

YOUR LOVE HAS PASSION WINTHIN YOURSELF THAT IS UNDESCRIABALE FEELING AND THAT IS HOW YOU FELT OTHERS PAIN

 

FATHER PAT SAID IT BEST ‘YOU HAVE LOVE FOR THE WHOLE WORLD’ GOD GAVE US ALL A CHOICE IN THIS LIFE AND YOU CHOSE TO LOVE AND YOUR LOVE WILL CONTINUE TO PERSEVERE ON EARTH FOREVER

 

NIC NIC YOUR LOVE HAS TAUGHT OTHERS HOW TO LOVE AND BECAUSE OF THAT THEY WILL CARRY IT WITH THEM FOR A LIFE TIME

 

INSIDE ALL OF US WHERE YOU INSTILLED YOUR LOVE LIES IN EVERYONE IS A SECRET OF THEIR HIDDEN PERSONALITY THAT YOU BROUGHT OUT

 

ONE DAY SOON WE WILL SEE THE SUNSET WHERE THE HOUSE OF HEAVEN WILL OPEN UP AND WE WILL SEE YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE AGAIN UNTIL THEN WE WILL KEEP YOUR LOVE HERE ON EARTH GROW WITH EVERY PASSION YOU HAVE IN YOUR HEART AND SOUL

 

I LOVE YOU, MISS YOU, NEED YOUR HUGS, AND MOSTLY YOU HAD EYES THAT STOLE MY SOUL EVERTIME I SAW YOU…..TEZE MISSES YOU SO MUCH!

Dear Nicky,
         I want to start by telling you that you were &still are the strongest person i know. You always knew how to put a smile on my face if i was sad, no matter what was wrong with me -you knew the cure. Sometimes there's days where i'm happy and there's days where the only thing thats on my mind is you. and those days are the days where i just want to lay in my bed and hide under the covers and scream.  But i realized that hiding under my covers aren't going to take away my pain because this isnt a bad dream -it's reality and it finally hit me. I finally realized this is real ,  and i just have to accept it because i had no say in it.  Today your mother made me realize something. She told me that ''i need to love myself before i can love anyone else. Never give up ,if everyday is fucked up , never cut my life short because one day everything is gonna turn out right. '' before today i didnt care about tomorrow. i couldnt care less about anything anymore because i've been let down so many times. But your mother made so much sense and to tell you the truth, im happy she said that stuff to me because now i actually have faith in tomorrow. I know that theres still going to be those days where i feel like hiding under my covers and scream, but you know what its life -&life is full of those days. your still on my mind everyday &i believe your with me alot because i can just feel you<3. Nicky i dont want you to feel like you let your friends down by you leaving us &not being here, because you didnt let us down . . Everyone loves you &nothing can ever change that. Nicky you had a special place in my heart and you'll forever stay there.  You may be in heaven but i know your still here somehow.  i love you and i miss you . i cannot wait for the day to come when we meet again. i cant wait to see you and my sister waiting at those white gates for me. Right at this very moment im getting chills through my body and i hope its you. i want you to know that there isnt a day that goes by your not on my mind i walk around with your pin and when i get upset i kiss it and hold it . i Love you and i always will no matter what. ill never ever ina million years forget youu ! i miss you so much -writing this jus brings tears to my eyes man =/. reSt in peaCe my love <3

                                                            love always,
                                                                        jennny xoxo

Don’t think of him as gone away-
His journey has just begun
Life holds many facets
The Earth is only one
Just think of him as resting
From the sorrows and the tears
In a place of warmth and comfort
Where there are no days and years
Think how he must be wishing
That we could know today
How nothing but our sadness can really pass away
And think of him as living
In the hearts of those he touched
For nothing loved is ever lost-
And he was loved so much.........

Gone from our sight,
but never our memories.
Gone from our touch,
but never our hearts.

This is written in red for love. Love that defy's death. This is written from my heart to your's and your family. I know where you are happy in heaven. I met you today in a very odd way. I believe God put me in your family's path thanks to Aunt Connie. (My second Mother) Your parents are wonderful people. I will help them Nick. I promise you.

Be blessed and watch over all of us, mostly your family and friends who need you most. You are a gift from God and shall always be.

From my heart to your's.

Love,

Michelle

Let Nic nic give his mom, dad and brother the strength to go on. A loss so tragic and never forgotten. A pain no family should ever have to go through. No words that would ease the pain. Have the faith that one day you will be together again with Nic nic. Now his job is to watch over his family and be their guardian angel. You can count on Nic nic to do just that.

 

 

My prayers and thoughts will always be with you guys

You were the air that I breathe, you were the very reason why I remained sane and whole.  I lived, I laughed, I smiled and I cried and always with you, for you.. You were my air. My lungs are gasping for air now. It hurts when I breathe.

You are my Soul, I lived for you, through you.. YOur eyes, Your smile, your optimism, your positive outlook, your hugs, your kisses and your I love you's.. were Home for me.

 I counted on you for more than you can imagine.... I need you Nick.. I am lost and It hurts, its so immeasurable.. I am so tired my love..

I don't know where to turn.. Every where I turn I cant find you.. I need my Sanity.. But its gone.. I need my Serenity... and its gone too... I need my Soul..

I look at Mikey and I am so sorry that he has been chosen to face this too. I try to find it within myself to be strong for him. I love him the same way. I am just broken.. and I dont know how to fix what was so easy for you to do for me. I think of the rest of my life, Mikey's life and Dad's life and it puts a strain on my chest like a crane crashing up against it.  How can I go on without you in it. How can I breathe and smile and laugh without your eyes , smile , laugh, our talks, walks, Hugs, you pushing yourself into my stomach, your I love you's, your constant Pride in me, your morals and your Love around me. You made me a mom, and you made me who I am today. I am so Bottled with things inside... nowhere to go to talk about it... I am lost.. It  hurts so much...

Do you remember when we spoke about ..............well that is mine too...you know that... I never told you how vulnerable .... I guess I needed you to see me as strong as you did... Well now, I guess you know...

P.S: Its easy for me now!!!!

I am tired my Love.. I miss you so much. It gets harder each day! Please watch over Mikey.. Be his strongest asset.. He needs you in his life everyday.. Dont forget what we spoke about.. Make sure he finishes school and has his head on straight.... Remember, that you was his inspiration and he is your desired goal.. He always was... your priority.. I remember you desires and dreams of having fun with him when he got older... Please do not ever forget that he is always in need of his big brother. I always promised you that When I died, I would be here to make sure my 2 boyz would have to stars and moon at their fingertip... Please move heaven and earth when it comes to Mikey....and Daddy....

And  as for me ... you know!!!!

Nic .. i think about you every minute of every day ! i dont know why this happened to you .. you should still be here .. with us ! i miss you more then words can explain- i really dont know how much longer i can do this. Everyone says as time goes on it'll get easier .. but you know what nic .. their wrong!! it gets harder and hader each day that your not heree .. i need you heree .. you were the only person who got me in that mood were i was the happiest person i could be. No person in this world put a smile on my face the way you did. Everyone that saw me wen me and you spoke said they've never seen me happier to speak to someone. It was the same wen i saw you. You were my brother and i cant believe your not here with me anymore .. nic i really dont know what to do with myself .. im not the same person i used to be .. i cry myself to sleep everynight thinking bout you .. i just want to see you .. to hug you and hear you say i love you a million timess like you always did ! I hope your with me everyday ! i love you more then you'll ever know! See ya soon nic <33333 I LOVE YOU !!! 4.21.92 - the day my family was blessed with an angel <3 1.30.09 - the day god decided to take him back :'(